When I Walked Into the Courtroom in Full Uniform, My Father Laughed. My Mother Sighed. Then the Judge Looked Up, His Voice Breaking: “Dear God… It’s Really Her.” The Room Went Silent. They Had No Idea Who I Had Become.

pressed. “Do you dislike him?”

I could feel my mother’s gaze from the gallery, sharp and anxious, hoping, I suspected, that I would say something that could be used to contextualize everything I had built as the product of old wounds rather than evidence.

“I don’t dislike my brother,” I said. “I dislike crimes that compromise national security.”

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