I Walked Into My Ex Husband’s Funeral With Five Children Until He Saw Their Faces and Everything Changed

it wanted to be outside. Luke needed help breathing and spent his first hour under a plastic hood while I counted his ribs through the clear wall of the incubator and tried to will air into his lungs by staring hard enough. Rose arrived with one tiny fist pressed against her cheek, as though she had been thinking about something important and did not continue reading …