I flew to Alaska unannounced and found my daughter slowly slipping away in a silent hospice room, while the man who had once vowed to stand by her side was celebrating his honeymoon beneath the bright Bahamian sun. By the time morning broke, the comfortable future he thought was guaranteed had already started collapsing.

drove home, and packed in thirteen minutes. Sweaters. Medication. Toiletries. My charger.

Then, without knowing why, I opened the bottom drawer of my dresser and took out the old construction-paper album Lily had made for me when she was a child. The glue had yellowed. The glitter had faded. But I packed it anyway.

If I was about to walk into the room continue reading …